I guess I really knew it, now it is confirmed. Nothing special about me or my application that entitles me to any "real" financial assistance. That's okay...it is after all a business. I'll pay the price then end the debt as quickly as possible. I know what the value in this investment CAN be and I WILL put it to work for me and my family. There are so many pieces of our lives that reappear long after they have fallen out of view. I finally got to meet Angie the financial aid officer that has been helping me in person today. The first thing that she said was "Gloria, it is you!" I actually mentored her in the mid 80's when I was a representative at Pitney Bowes. She is only one year younger than me. She said that she recognized my "singing" voice when she first talked to me. That is funny in itself, although I am known to have a very distinct voice, singing has nothing to do with it I promise. I can cause real physical pain to someone just by singing. My last name is not the same as it was then and she wasn't sure if it was me. Anyhow, I remember her well and the very nice thank you note she sent me after our week together. Now she is my mentor per say. I signed the loan papers and away we go!